2022.01.26 05:07 Sleepy_corn_moth i want to comfort my mom and make her feel better
basically me and my mom are moving to different city because my dad is a peice of shit and so we can be closer to the only family we have. ofc were both stressed as hell because of it. (side note kinda about me: i have autism, anxiety, easily get panic attacks and a lot of other stuff) my mom has never been the best she has always yelled at me for small stuff and just been not good as a parent but shes trying her best and i always manage to piss her off and idk what i do. she just starts yelling at and insulting me and then i panic i lock up fall down on the floor and then im sitting shaking screaming crying on the floor unable to talk. i dont do it on purpose but she dosent get it calls me manipulative because "im doing it on purpose to destroy her life and get my way" but how am u suppose to react then when shes yelling at me threating to leave me and never come back and telling me its all my fault shes doing bad. and the she shit talks me afterwards to all her friends and family and my siblings and everyone is always just like " omg poor u ur kid is a peice of shit". no one belives me everyone just believes her and im crazy and manipulative and some evil master mind trying to destroy her life or something. she has always been like this but its recently gotten worse because of the move. shes just mad at me for everything if im quite its not good if im apologize its not good nothing always finds something in it to yell at me and be mad. im already so deead mentally in every way possible i cant handle being scared of my mom constantly what do i do how am i suppose to act because idk how. how do i make her happy with me i want to comfort her and be there for her ik shes having a hard time and i dont want to make things harder for her. but im also struggling i cant eat i cant sleep im constantly having headaches i cant go to school or do school work i just no human function are possible im going nearly nonverbal constantly i just cant idont want to be like this rn i want to be there for her because ik she had never been able to be there for me and will not now either but i want to be there for her. but its hard her screaming has also carried on to my hallucinations like i wake up and shes just there end of my bed screaming no words just screaming and ik its not her and its a hallucination but i still dont like it and when i shower u can also hear her screaming just i cant how do i not. how i just want to make it all easier for her because she deserves it and ik shes trying her best i just want her to like me and feel better. ill do basically anything just someone tell me what to do
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2022.01.26 05:07 Digital_Vagabond_ 1 month on 20mg - profound change In quality of life
I thought I’d contribute to the sub after having a very positive experience to give some hope to new comers.
Before medication, my mind was racing with intrusive, obsessive thoughts, depression, anxiety and maladaptive day dreams. That constellation of symptoms that I’ve been dealing with for over 20 years all quieted within the first day of taking the pill. It might have been placebo or perhaps I’m a hyper responder but I could acutely sense Prozac working very early. I know how I usually feel and I don’t feel like that anymore. I’m like a new person now - or rather- the person I should have been all along without the dysfunction. My verbal fluency has increased; I’m no longer tripping over my words or overthinking what to say next. I find myself laughing more and overall a better pleasure to be around. I feel smarter and more on point which might be caused by Prozac increasing BDNF expression. I can go to sleep better because there’s no longer a cacophony of things whizzing in my head. Things rarely cause me to feel worry. My body feels much more limber than it has been in years; you don’t realize how much muscle tension is associated with anxiety.
I’ve tried a lot of things over the years; exercise regiments, micro dosing psychedelics, diets - everything pales in comparison to this. I sort of regret listening to the SSRI demonization and not trying it sooner but oh well.
As for side effects- I did experience appetite suppression and the insomnia was bad for the first two weeks. However after the one month mark I’m sleeping better than ever and no side effects to report so stick with it. I take it in the morning but you may have to experiment to see which time works best for you. Also, don’t be dissuaded if you don’t feel the effects on the first day or even first few weeks. Again, I think I’m kind of unique in that regard.
All in all, this drug has been life changing for me and I hope it works for you as well. I’m trying hard to not make it sounds like a panacea, and you shouldn’t expect it to be, but damn life is good now. Good luck yall!
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2022.01.26 05:07 MonikPunk1 Porsche 2018 gt2rs body kit.
Just wanted to know how to get the body kit for this porsche gt2rs car ? In garage the body kit is not available for this car and in spoiler i have 1 custom spoiler . Is there any way to unlock this whole kit ? Or am i missing something..
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2022.01.26 05:07 elephantbutts I HATE the question “How are you?”
Mainly when asked by a cashier- “How are you doing today?” The answer is always “good”. I will never say anything else. No one says anything else. So what is the point! It’s a waste of time and energy to me.
Or when your coworker asks “how are you?” Bitch I just saw you 12 hours ago I’m the same! Just leave it at “hi” or ask me something of substance.
And also! When cashiers ask “what are you up to today?” I don’t want to think about what I’m up to and then formulate the sentence to tell you. It’s pointless and draining. I will literally never see you again and me telling you does nothing but wastes my energy. I just want to pay for my stuff and get out.
Maybe I’m socially drained by the time I’m off work or I’m a total Scrooge.
Anyone else? Do I need an attitude adjustment?
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2022.01.26 05:07 kiyo-kagamine My Futaba themed laptop
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2022.01.26 05:07 HansK26 How would Russia attack?
Would Russia attack the US in the Winter? I believe they would start from the East coast and work their way west. They're used to the cold so that would be my best bet. Plus the capitol is in the East. What are your presumptions based off of warfare knowledge?
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2022.01.26 05:07 conscious4400 Bitcoin, Dogecoin, ETH halt losing streak, as Cardano, Terra plunge
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2022.01.26 05:07 NewtypeS3 Flame Toys Cliffjumper…? (FT Bumblebee custom)
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2022.01.26 05:07 NewsCryptocurrency Cryptocurrency prices today gain as Bitcoin, ether, dogecoin, Cardano, other cryptos surge
2022.01.26 05:07 Snoo-84906 Ethereum NFT Project - Fabled Fractals | 💥Whitelist, Giveaways, and Airdrops💥 (Comments)
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2022.01.26 05:07 acesuttles FULL GAMEPLAY -- BIOMUTANT – BRUG’S CAMP #Biomutant #PS4 #Walkthrough #PlayStation4 #PlayStation
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2022.01.26 05:07 smrteh Returned something and got gift card. Purchased new item and this happened.
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2022.01.26 05:07 superegz Kaurna Elder calls for renaming of Adelaide
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2022.01.26 05:07 VictorinBeausoleil Ethnic Cleansing, Forced Evictions and Demolitions in Sheikh Jarrah
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2022.01.26 05:07 dajacobinclab question. has anyone actually seen a kid wear one of these before?
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2022.01.26 05:07 Complete_Pride_511 Which comparative theory do you think is 100% true?
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2022.01.26 05:07 NewsElfForEnterprise Goldman Sachs Group Inc. Has $87.83 Million Stake in Hancock Whitney Co. (NASDAQ:HWC)
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2022.01.26 05:07 YourlocalTitanicguy Passenger lifeboat drills
Someone asked me about the scheduled lifeboat drill for the 15th.
I have to be academically honest and say while I’ve always heard this was a thing, I don’t actually have a primary source for it. Does anyone? Or is it one of those things that’s sort of become accepted as true and no ones bothered to check?
Anyone have anything? :)
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2022.01.26 05:07 issaverynice Too much nutes or salt build up?
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2022.01.26 05:07 mkk671 My new stickers! Who's your favorite?
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2022.01.26 05:07 Techxmedia Pure Storage collaborates with Meta on AI Research SuperCluster (RSC)
Pure Storage has announced its participation in Meta’s new AI Research SuperCluster (RSC), which Meta claims will be the world’s fastest AI supercomputer.
“The technologies powering the metaverse will require massively powerful computing solutions capable of instantly analyzing ever increasing amounts of data. Meta’s RSC is a breakthrough in supercomputing that will lead to new technologies and customer experiences enabled by AI. We are thrilled to be a part of this project and look forward to seeing the progress Meta’s AI researchers will make.” – Rob Lee, CTO, Pure Storage
RSC is assisting Meta’s AI researchers in the development of new and improved AI models that can learn from billions of examples, work across hundreds of languages, analyse text, photos, and video in real time, generate new augmented reality capabilities, and much more.
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